ORI: but it’s been a year :3
ORI: since the beginning of figuring this out, at least :3
ORI: and i’m coming to terms with the fact that if it’s been this long :3
ORI: and if i’m experiencing these things and my feelings even in isolation :3
ORI: chances are it isn’t fake :3
ORI: and it’s just my anxiety making me worry about this :3
ORI: and if i’m going to start treating it like it’s real :3
ORI: then i need to let the people i know and care about about this :3
ORI: to me, it’s sort of like figuring out i’m trans :3
ORI: i’m never gonna start feeling like i’m really a girl if i haven’t told anyone :3
ORI: and i’ll keep just getting misgendered :3
ORI: it’s actually astonishingly like that :3
ORI: my point is, it’s important to me :3
ORI: so i ask u to please, bear with me even if my explanation is awkward :3
ORI: .... :3
ORI: oh, and sorry for the format i’m doing this in :3
ORI: i was too scared to make this just a text dump :3
ORI: so i figured :3
ORI: since the beginning of figuring this out, at least :3
ORI: and i’m coming to terms with the fact that if it’s been this long :3
ORI: and if i’m experiencing these things and my feelings even in isolation :3
ORI: chances are it isn’t fake :3
ORI: and it’s just my anxiety making me worry about this :3
ORI: and if i’m going to start treating it like it’s real :3
ORI: then i need to let the people i know and care about about this :3
ORI: to me, it’s sort of like figuring out i’m trans :3
ORI: i’m never gonna start feeling like i’m really a girl if i haven’t told anyone :3
ORI: and i’ll keep just getting misgendered :3
ORI: it’s actually astonishingly like that :3
ORI: my point is, it’s important to me :3
ORI: so i ask u to please, bear with me even if my explanation is awkward :3
ORI: .... :3
ORI: oh, and sorry for the format i’m doing this in :3
ORI: i was too scared to make this just a text dump :3
ORI: so i figured :3